Does that make me sound like a goofball? Yeah. Probably.
Remember that chapter-by-chapter synopsis I was fighting with? Well, I finally sent it to two of my CPs for critiquing. Got the critiques back. And I've reached a conclusion based on those critiques.
I can't do this. I'm not wired properly for this stupid synopsis thing.
Hence, my depression.
I've sent out a post to all my CPs expressing the fact that since I can't do the synopsis thing, I've no hope of ever being published, so I'm just going to write, enjoy my writing, and quit stressing over the publication process.
I expect my mailbox will be filling with rah-rah, self-help, you-can-do-it posts.
The way I'm feeling right now, I'm not even sure that'll help.
I sure hope this is just because of the holidays.